erupt ..

how do i put words to it      ?
this pain
this anguish
this swelling heat inside me that wants to burn a hole in my life
this fire i cannot contain
   is breaking out
      and i want to let it

i want to let it
   burn a hole in my life

Jesus did ..
he gave his life to the fire
   that flew around him
   like some Wind
      unstilled
      vibrant
      intentioned
      powered

i don't know how to
i just want to
and i am
   in passion