Friday, April 10, 2020

' good ' friday ..

i never could understand why 'Good' friday ..
and i refuse to look it up today ..
..


the Cross
   is the interruption of the world as we know it
   a sinking vessel sailing to a hellish end
      piloted by blind WealthPower
         gritting his teeth
   with barely an occasional glimmer of Hope
      pronounced by crazed prophets
         in the name of This or That god
         the promise by some of a Messiah
..


but       the Cross ..

still two thousand years later we barely nod in Its direction
   as we fashion new cut flowers into Arrangements For Easter
   and shop for colored eggs and sweet rabbits
      to assuage our galled belly ..


we somehow feel it in the gut
   deep it lies within us
as we dare skip past it ..
how could we    ?
..

there is a cross deep within each of us
   and Christ tells us " take it up "
don't deny It ..
deny me
follow him
..

what is the Cross    ?
a place    ?
an event   ?
or is It the heart of God from eternity to eternity infinite
where love is found
..

It is the heart of God
It resides within me
i must take It up
deny my Selfish Self
and follow a path laid out by Christ
   emblazoned on history's canvas one dreadful day in time
   witnessed in blood that ran from Jesus' body

the compassion that dripped from the rough-hewn wood
   ran blood-red in color
      the blood-red color of the heart of the God whose heart
         shattered at every biting crash of the hammer
         as They watched him be nailed to a tree - his pain
         Their pain - like some sign
            some announcement
            some declaration
            some violent angry statement of a lost confused humanity
               anxious for a scapegoat on which to hang their guilt
               their bloodlust dripping from mouth-watering anticipation
                  of crucifying themselves
                     vicarious suicide, this


         Grace and Truth is murdered
..

there is an interval i must inhabit
   to remind me of who i am
      where i came from
      where i'm heading ..
if i don't remember i'll forget

it is what defines me

i don't live here
i'm from here

Good Friday to you

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