Friday, March 18, 2016

imaging ..

sometimes the birds sing
   the flowers bloom
the river flows at times
sometimes the tree frogs shriek

when they're 'silent', not heard, they're not out of character ..
i am uncharacter

the birds sing anyway and the river flows on
it's just that i'm not there
   or here

i'm distracted
or disturbed
or distanced by some desertscape of my own soulmaking
maybe hiding in some dark alley for shadow
perched on some greenless rock peak for reclusion

..

i simply don't want to be right now
i prefer not
   to be
      right now

just be
nothing

..
and .. this image appears
in the calmed face of  lakewater
or in a shop window

and
i recognize
i remember

i am image

image has meaning
value
use
as long as i image

i am the image

..

Friday, March 11, 2016

good!! news ..

this could be the most wonderful thing you've ever heard !
christian or not ..


watch it here

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

when .. turn

when .. turn to

when you're not sure how to handle .. turn to Jesus
when you don't know how to position yourself on .. turn to Jesus
when you're confused about .. turn to Jesus
when you feel lost .. Jesus
when see yourself standing in a different spot to most everyone else .. turn
when nothing seems worthwhile anymore .. turn
when "what's the use?" .. Jesus


turn to Jesus

you'll find his mind in the gospels

you can find his attitude there
what he said
the kind of things he did
the way he felt about this and that

the sort of person he is

.. but you have to go there
see for yourself
..

he is
the most human human ever

i want to be the human God had in mind when God created human

don't you ? ..

peace to you

Sunday, March 6, 2016

moneymoneymo-ney ..


my good friend is out and about again, singing songs of incredible variety, turning tunes on everywhichscale, mocking at all comers, and gloriously so ..
'wine is a mocker' as per the good ol' Book ..
methinks there are others just as powerful

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at the risk of generating internet searches on the topic (yea!)
Jesus (arguably) spoke more on the topic of money and wealth than anything else ..
uh?
yea, well, do the homework ..

when you consider who Jesus is and what he represents, that's a head-scratching thingy
because considering all the things he could have talked about ..
like heaven and hell, sin, death, judgement, injustice, poverty, israel, religion, politics, war, the 10(?) commandments, the prophets and prophecy, scripture, occupation, the future .. salvation ..
what's with that?

it bears mentioning that the people he was addressing were, for the most part, a people under occupation; israel was ruled by the iron hand of rome
the people were generally allowed to do their own thing, as long as they didn't upset the staus quo and bother the roman 'peace' (pax romana) - they had to keep their place; those that posed any kind of threat were dealt with brutally and finally - crucifixion was the preferred torturous death penalty, the victim/offender publicly displayed as they went through the process, a signal preventative, a terrible reminder to all ..

in the norm of that kind of life, living within the enforced boundary walls erected by the occupier, people earned a living and some became rich, and they paid taxes just like in any other society, bought and sold, made and constructed, peddled, shopkept, raised sheep and planted corn, taught and learned ..

..

Jesus, then, must have had good reason to speak as much as he did about the desire for wealth ..
although we can gain some insight into why he did from what he said, fact is the mere fact that he did should be enough to cause us to sit-up and pay attention .. something serious is afoot, surely

of course, everyone knows we need to live, and that takes a certain base level of wealth
we have to shelter and eat and clothe and ..

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if we think about it, power via wealth and wealth via power certainly seem to play a major part in human history
kingdoms expanded through war, invasion, occupation, enslavement, commandeering the resources of the conquered ..
royalty maintained its status and promoted its wealth on the backs of the plebian

even at our level of advancement and 'sophistication' the very same applies today - read the news .. wait! read, 'read behind the news'
nation/states still indulge in power war to procure interests and to maintain their interests .. oil stand out ( water is the next 'oil' ) ..

aside from the big boys, we, the plebes, experience power plays at our own level, with people stepping-on other people to secure their own advancement - read wealth-security

and then there's the now ever-present in-our-face reality of the bought government that rules this 'democracy' in a manner not unlike rome of old, 'cept now the powers that rule the powersthatbe are secreted in their cloistered darkrooms, exerting influence by means of their darkmoney
same ol' thingy, different strategy

..

point is, the quest for power involves $, and the more wealth the more influence, because we humans naturally bow to wealth; somehow we esteem the wealthy to be better than we are; better intellectually, but also just better people - we aren't as 'good' as they are

we respect wealth
and that diminishes our humanity

look at it from the other side - we despise poverty and homelessness and people that can't afford to see the doctor or buy meds .. or buy an education
why is that ..?

worst of all, we esteem wealth in our religion, specifically within christianity
that's why the televangelists and the megachurches are so .. wealthy
that's why the roman catholic church is one of the wealthest institutions in the world, whose worth is greater than the vast majority of nation/states
that's why a renowned biblebelt christian university owns a massive art collection of unbelievable value

..

perhaps Jesus was making a point
a person is not valued by their wealth-value, the confusion of the abundance of things a person owns with their value as a human

perhaps this son of a carpenter and lowly village girl, the only person ever able to choose his parentage, was making a pertinent point from his inception, setting the scene for humanity ..
perhaps his normal reality of engaging the common person, his passion for the ordinary, his compassion for the sidelined and despised among us was indicative of his view of real human - the truth that we are the physical images of the Creator, and our value lies just there .. right there

..

of course, mutations we are
genetic rebels
off-cuts of the original, but with a rebellious determination to be gods on our own terms

money-power is the surest way to god ourselves
and the greed underlying this predisposition to godhood renders our humanity impotent, in need of rebirth
as long as we see ourselves and the people around us encased in some form of wealth-ranking machine, colouring our humanity by 'the abundance of the things we possess', we fall prey to the inhumanity in us, and refuse the life and testimony of the Son of Humanity, Jesus himself

..

i suppose that what drove me to this post is the longstanding understanding of the corruption that permeates our world, a corruptivity we like to point out in foreign governments, but that is probably most evident in the empires of the Great Britain and, more recently, the Great Democracy, both of which have massively raped and subdued and enslaved in the eternal name of God$, crossing oceans to do it

..

sometimes it's worth remembering what Jesus focused on
and the reasons for it

maybe we can find the place in ourselves that calls us back to our humanity and the truth that compassion is indeed the greatest passion ..
for it reeks of Jesus at every breath

and the breath of Jesus is the spirit of humanity at every turn
the spirit of the Divine, a breathy aroma of life
real life, valued by Creator God in Godcurrency

peace

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

freedom from bondage to the fear of death ..

"i knew a man once who was caught up to the third heaven .. whether in his body or out of his body, i don't know" .. (paul)
..

this blog is a personal one
it's my take on things spiritual
it bears remembering that, since what i sometimes post would normally be seen as unfit for the cosmic library ..
that's cool .. i post to express myself in the weird hope that something resonates with someone wherever

this is one of those posts


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you never know when ..
you just never know

one day you're up and about and the sun shining on your life, and then .. you're not there anymore ..

sometimes some of us have close encounters with our finity, bringing our life into dramatically simple view - suddenly life is very uncomplicated, shred of nuance, blindingly clear, naked to the bone ..
the issue, if we get to walk away, is this .. where did all the clutter come from, the white noise, interference ?
ho'd i get so lost ?
and how come i missed it? how did i get tangled in this lifeweb, wandering through this maze and seeming to get nowhere of any real consequence (now that i look on it from here)
.. things like education and religion and escapism through entertainment and the media-propaganda and isolationalism and nationalism and the over-the-top drive to secure retirement and .. come to mind ..
but, in that moment, none of that reasoning plays; all that we see then is the blinding clarity of life, and the reality of life-as-we-know-it just laughed at me in my stupidity

i had one of those days yesterday, and it scared me

what follows is part of what i wrote in my journal ..

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i'm writing this to perspectivize my mind, to try to place my life/mind, and whatever future there is left

in a text conversation with someone concerning the event i said ' i thought i was going home ' ..
they didn't get my drift on that one

i figure i'm ready whenever
   [i don't proudly say that; it's actually a confession]

fact is i can 'believe' all sorts of things, but until the belief is attached specifically to my life, challenged or tested or becomes the issue in my life, it's just a belief

(in recent years i've come to dislike the english bible translation into 'believe' .. it's not 'belief' as in the anglicized west's understanding; it's more of a 'trust' a 'rely'; it's something you lean your life on)

so, i faced again my belief in existence after this Earthlife, my reliance on life after life, and that specifically 'in the presence of Jesus' somehow ..
that's not an easy thing; it means that when i faced death yesterday, i faced it knowing it was there as a distinct and obvious possibility, and yet, scared as i was, trusting in the distinct and obvious-to-+me fact that were it to occur, i'd be moving into a new reality where Jesus was present in some way ..
that is faith working

the present prospect of losing my life as i know it is damned frightening - i've only known life as i am; i've never been anything other than what i am

the scariness is handleble (and may even be welcome) when faith in the God who raised Jesus out of death is working, is alive and vibrant ..
then there is the reality of lifeafterlife
then there is actually a groaning (Romans 8) to be with Jesus (paul), however feeble the groans
then there is this underlying anticipation that this could be the day my new reality becomes my present reality - Jesus and i meet face-to-face, i exist no longer in this 'body of death' (paul), i am free of bondage to the fear of death (Hebrews 12)
i am living life in the immediate presence of my Lover, who loved me and gave himself for me (paul)

i can talk and blog till i'm blueintheface, but until my life is rooted in my reliance on Jesus for (in this case) lifeafterlife, it's all just so much noise, just 'sounding brass and tinkling cymbal' (paul) ..
it really means nothing, and is the equivalent of lipstick or a cross dangling around my neck ..

once again i'm faced with 2 basics - my finitude, and how will i live-out whatever's left of this tenure

the answer to that question must be my core right now ..
mine is to consider it carefully and move forward in the response, constantly reminding my self of it as i move

after all, what else is there really .. ?

peace to you