living on borrowed time ..

living on borrowed time ..

i lean on you
   hard
all my weight
all my power
all my will
all my desire

help me to

i want to be in your vortex
i want to be overpowered by your love
i want to be single-eyed
i want to be ' fanatical '
i want to be dead
   only you moving me

help my unbelief

i am living on borrowed time  
time is not mine
the lot of us humans is dreaded death
but i don't know that i'm afraid
i dont know ..
i see it as getting to be with Jesus

redeem the time, then
make it expensive
each hour a costly purchase

balance
find rest
respite
sabbath ..
solely for the purpose of generating the energy to eat you, drink you
to be you
you
in me
me
in you
you

you

i lean on you
   hard

i want to be you
you to be me

i love you