i admit it
i wondered if i was being reprobative, as in denying the faith
right there in the sanctuary
in the very midst of a sober-minded fellowship surrounding Lent
Lent is the traditional christian period of the 40 days leading up to Easter ..
back home, where there is a strong Anglican and Roman Catholic influence
it involved denial, blackness, remorse, solemnity ..
a truly sombre time
i never thought i'd end-up in a church where the preacher wore robes and Lent was on the calendar ..
diss'ed that in the turning from established church to evangelicalism
now i'm back there, but not, kinda
'cause it's different
so whereas Lent became a reference or sermon in my youth/evangelical churches
it's now back on the agenda for me
a time of reflection, introspective, deliberative, look-at-myselfive
( i confess - most of my christian life has been in the Lenten mode, at least privately .. i am wont to be introspective and penitential .. a closet beat-up-on-my-self kindalike )
so there i was
sitting in the sanctuary listening to this wiseman reflect on it in his usual come-at-it-from-a-different-angle way
which usually engages me
and while he was talking about fasting
giving up something important
giving up something important
quoting the honourable Francis in the vein that if it doesn't hurt it's not much of a fast ..
i got that
and then this fleeting (?) thought ..
smack dab in the midst of what-to-give-up-for-Lent ..
i wonder ..
is there any room in there for taking-on something for Lent
as in turning the coin over ..
rather than giving-up something, focusing on involving my self more in something with my God and his Kingdom in mind ..
i never heard of it
never thought of it before in a fasting context
so it sat in the back of my mind, gestating
and then i ran across this ..
See, I agree with you. Why not see the other side of the coin, and rather than self induced pain, delight in others~
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